Things in my Head

consumed by my thought process

becomes this all knowing presence

most of it amounts to nothing

some of it makes me want to scream

you have to keep pushing unfair stuff down

the weight of it seems to make me want to give up

my positive side does not have the opportunity to direct me

I thought I had my thoughts under control, and here I go again

it’s not always about me that is why I keep quiet please-forgive-me

the punishment for me is there is nothing to keep me from thinking constantly

I feel hopeless when it comes to stopping these thought processes

Although at times, I think it makes me smart because I think so much?

pam1 #urgodslovestory

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