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Delicious smells of food, the warmth of home, and the freedom to be who I was without being criticized because mommy loved me. I saw my mother standing there and just knew how important she was to me and me to her. I remember the feel of her hand, the love in her voice, and the warmth in her eyes for her daughter. Hugs that felt like heaven I just would melt into my mother’s arms. Because of the love, I knew was there. Sounds of her favorite soap opera General Hospital playing when I got in from school. I remember the joy she got from watching General Hospital and how I loved to watch with her. My mother taught us how to take care of ourselves because we watched how she took care of us. I miss those days and I truly miss my mother because to me she was my world, my friend, my protector, my safeguard, and the one person I knew would always be there for me. She will always be with me because I carry her in my mind and heart. I will instill that love in Tequila because in my mind a mother’s love is the greatest love in the world. And for me, my mother still is my world and her memory will never leave me because when I am alone she walks beside me. And when I cannot seem to make it through she holds my hand. And when it seems hopeless she speaks to me, “Pam, baby, you will make it through I am proud of the person you are and you will do fine. Mother loves you.”
may you be God’s reflection #urgodslovestory
my beautiful mother who left me too soon.